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第10章 被遗忘的时光(4)

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A young man is so strong, so mad, so certain, and so lost. He has everything and he is able to use nothing. He hurls the great shoulder of his strength forever against phantasmal barriers, he is a wave whose power explodes in lost mid-oceans under timeless skies, he reaches out to grip a fume of painted smoke; he wants all, feels the thirst and power for everything, and finally gets nothing. In the end, he is destroyed by his own strength, devoured by his own hunger, improvised by his own wealth. Thoughtless of money or the accumulation of material possessions, he is none the less defeated in the end by his own greed—a greed that makes the avarice of King Midas seem paltry by comparison.

And that is the reason why, when youth is gone, every man will look back upon that period of his life with infinite sorrow and regret. It is the bitter sorrow and regret of a man who knows that once he had a great talent and wasted it, of a man who knows that once he had a great treasure and got nothing from it, of a man who knows that he had strength enough for everything and never used it.

年轻与年老

Youth and Age

罗伯特·路易斯·史蒂文森 / Robert Louis Stevenson

罗伯特·路易斯·史蒂文森(1850—1894),英国著名小说家、诗人与旅游作家,也是英国文学新浪漫主义的代表之一。 史蒂文森是最多产的作家之一。他的浪漫冒险小说是自《沃尔特·斯科特爵士》问世以来英国最受公众喜爱的作品。小说《金银岛》是其代表作,是关于寻找海盗宝藏的故事,也是他的浪漫小说中最受欢迎的一部,同时还是最受欢迎的英语儿童书籍之一。

在我们渐渐变老的过程中,一种平淡而缓慢的感觉替代了强烈的爱憎沉浮;同样的感觉让我们收敛自己的希望,抚慰我们的忧惧。如果说快乐能少几分**,那么烦恼也变得更加微不足道,更能够忍受。总之,在这段时间里,我们需要储备一切,以备不时之需。在整个生命的历程中,这段时间是最丰富多彩、最闲适、最幸福的。不仅如此,通过管理自己的行为,跟随快乐的灵感而动,年轻人在竭尽全力赋予自己的时代以安逸的成分。充实、忙碌的青年时代是独立、自由的晚年生活的前奏;那些不能完成这些的人,其晚年生活不可避免是令人厌烦的。这个世界上,约翰逊博士并不多,在64岁的时候才开始他们的第一次浪漫之旅。如果我们想要丈量勃朗峰,或是穿着潜水服潜水,或是坐着热气球升天,就必须趁着年轻去做,不要等到变得谨小慎微、腿脚不便的时候才想着去做。那样的话,人们就会问我们:“怎么这么不安分?”无论是脑力还是体力上,青年时代都是周游世界的时期。去领略不同国家的人文风情;去聆听午夜的钟声;去观看城市与乡村的日出;去虔诚悔过;去统览玄学,编写牵强的诗句,跑远路去看篝火,还为了给《艾那尼》 喝彩而在剧院等上一天。