Soulmate
佚名 / Anonymous
There are many stories about how you may meet your soulmate. Some meet theirs from blind dates and sadly some never really do find their soulmates. I believe I have found my soulmate.
I am only 17 years old. But still I believe he is the one for me. There is only one thing： I have never really met him. We have been talking on the computer almost a year. He makes me very happy. I don’t know if God wants us to be apart for a reason. I believe as my boyfriend said what he is testing is love. I’ve asked for a special boy but I didn’t know God was going to give me an Angel. I know he will tell me he’s no angel， but I think he is. I’ve never had anyone ever really trust me， or love me like he does. He is 19 years old and lives a long way away from me. Maybe we are to wait sometime before we can meet. But with the love I feel for him I am willing to wait as long as it takes.
There are times when it is hard for me， I get lonely and long to be held， but I know for now I must wait and just see what happens. When I feel lonely I will read the letters that he has sent me and they always make me smile and even fall in love with him all over again. We have had our ups and downs but every couple has that. I’ve done some dumb things before like breaking up with him once and I really couldn’t tell you why I did. All I got from that was my heart broke， but even after I did what I did he still took me back. And I love him so much for it. I don’t know if it was a test to see how strong our love is. But either way I love him more than I did before.
Sometimes we think alike and that’s pretty cool. We have our own song； I knew I loved him before I met him； and he has a special pet name for me that only he can call me. To most that may not seem like a big deal but to me it really is. Some even said I’m too young to know what real love is， or that I can’t really love someone off here but I do not believe that at all. I believe he is the one for me and no matter how long it may take I’ll wait for the day I can hold him. I was told that I was being silly for falling for a guy off here and they told me that he must have another girl friend where he lives. At first I had got worried and scared， then I thought and knew that I loved him with all my heart and I was not going to believe that he was playing with my heart like other guys had done. He’s my only love and no matter what anyone may say he will always be my only one. He makes me so very happy just by telling me he loves me. I know that some guys may have trouble showing their feelings. All I really need is to be held and told I love you. I don’t need a lot of jewel and stuff like that.