I believe I made progress more readily because of a pattern of life shaped by certain values. I find it easier to live with myself if I try to be honest. I find strength in the friendship and interdependence of people. I would be blind indeed without my sighted friends. And very humbly I say that I have found purpose and comfort in a mortal' s ambition toward Godliness. Perhaps a man without sight is blinded less by the importance of material things than other men are. All I know is that a belief in the existence of a higher nobility for men to strive for has been an inspiration that has helped me more than anything else to hold my life together.
我的双眼是在4岁时失明的。在大西洋城的一个货场,当时我从棚车上摔了下来,头部受到了重创。如今32岁的我依然能模糊地想起阳光的灿烂和红色的鲜亮。重见光明固然美好,但不幸也会给人带来奇妙的感觉。那天,我突然意识到,如果我没有失明,也许就不会像现在这样热爱生活。现在,我相信生活。如果我不是盲人,我不敢肯定自己是否还会这样深信不疑。我并不是说宁愿失去双眼,而只是想说,失去它们让我更加珍惜自己的其他能力。
我相信,生活要求人们不断自我调整以适应现实。一个人若能更及时地自我调整,那他的生活也就更加有意义。然而,自我调整并不容易。曾经我时常感到疑惑、恐惧,但我很幸运。父母与老师在我的身上看到了我无法看到的东西——即生活的潜能,于是他们鼓励我与失明抗争到底。
我必须学会相信自己,这对我来说是最难的课程,不过也是最基础的。如果做不到,我就会彻底崩溃,最终只能坐在前门的摇椅上度过自己的余生。我所说的相信自己,并不只局限于帮我独自走下陌生楼梯的那种简单的自信,而是指更为广泛的方面,即相信自己虽然不完美,却是一个真实的积极向上的人,相信在茫茫人海中,必定有一个适合自己的特殊位置。